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help i need help to get into the habit that first day that makes the first week which gives you enough results to keep going for that second week and the third aand you know that by the 4th you are there and you just need one more month and youre there because you can someone help me pleaseeee

im hating myself right now

i hate

i hate this

i hate being fat

i hate being called “skinny” when of course it’s a FUCKING lie

i hate having fat arms

i hate being lonely

i hate being one of the guys

i hate how i gained like 30 pounds in like half a year

i hate how im not small

i hate how people don’t wish they had my body like they used to last year

i hate how i cant keep my fat ass motivated and binge

i hate how none of my “pro-ana” friends ever keep their promises

i hate how im alone in this

i hate being fat

i hate being fat

i hate being fat

i hate being fat.

day one -april 29 2011